wat is my feeling??

wat is my feeling after i c his bloG?
i feeling "sakit hati"
izit he still cant 4get she?
izit i still no more important 4 he?
izit he ...
so many izit inside my brain..
wat should i do?
i feel so scare...
today at skul i got ICT room..
i c his blog..
after i c..
i feel i wan to cry..
wat should i do???!!
anyone who can tell me????!!!